I
am a pahana. I am a wasichu. But I am not a fat taker, the
literal meaning for white person in Lakota (Sioux). Despite
the mere eleven years I have lived with my family in rural Arizona,
I have learned to cherish this land as if coming home. In one sense
non-Indians probably can never truly be home on North American continent.
On the other hand, I believe that with a lot of discipline and a little
luck a few are able to at least touch upon its unique spirit of place.
Before
moving to the Four Corners region, I resided for nearly fifteen years
in South Dakota, where I was an instructor of English composition at
Oglala Lakota College on Pine Ridge Reservation. I also taught creative
writing for the State arts council at Todd County High School on the
Rosebud Reservation. In addition, I served as a proud member of the
CIA (Cowboy and Indian Alliance), which I helped to found in 1987. This
ad hoc organization was instrumental in halting the Honeywell Corporations
plans to build a testing site for radioactive munitions in the sacred
He Sapa (Black Hills). It also garnered the support of notable Lakotas
such as Charlotte Black Elk (great granddaughter of the Black Elk
Speaks narrator) and AIM member Dennis Banks, as well as many on
the tribal council. I have participated in genuine Lakota inipis
(not New Age sweat lodges) led by elders such as Reginald Bird Horse
of the Standing Rock Reservation, and I prayerfully supported the dancers
at a wiwanyag wacipi (sun dance) on the Rosebud.
Born
and raised near Cleveland, Ohio (where the only Indians I experienced
were the baseball team), I earned a bachelor's degree in English from
Kent State University (1974) and a master's degree in the literature
of the American West from the University of Colorado, Boulder (1992).
In
my book titled The Orion Zone: Ancient Star Cities of the American
Southwest, I reveal no sacred lore or secrets of Hopi spirituality.
The occasional ceremonial details described are already part of common
knowledge, most of which is available in any substantial college library
(in my case, primarily Northern Arizona University). For better or worse,
early ethnography has already let the genie out of the
bottle. This is simply a case of freedom of religion (to remain concealed)
clashing with freedom of speech (to be revealed). In my writing process,
however, no Hopi elders, medicine people, or indigenous healers were
ever consulted. Instead I relied on my own idiosyncratic perceptions,
fleeting intuitions, and assiduous research to describe the star pattern
of the constellation Orion projected upon the high desert of the Colorado
Plateau. During frequent trips to the Hopi Mesas at my own expense,
I witnessed numerous katsina dances and encountered certain elements
about which I chose not to write. I have tried to respect the wishes
of the Hopi for their utmost privacy in spiritual matters. If I have
inadvertently discussed something that otherwise should have remained
hidden, I am deeply sorry.
My
goal in doing this research is not financial gain. Although a few of
my articles on the subject have been published in national magazines,
I can honestly say that thus far I have made no money from them, nor
have I received any benefits whatsoever, other than a few extra copies
of the publications. I have given no workshops, no seminars, no lectures.
Although I was formerly a college intructor, I am currently not employed
by or associated with any institution, school, foundation, corporation,
or agency. To date, I have given just two radio interviews, for which
I was paid nothing. The fabrication of Hopi rituals or the facile mimicry
of the Hopi way of life by non-Hopis is utterly distasteful to me, especially
if a profit motive is involved. Sooner or later, the charlatans and
exploiters will be recognized and discredited.
I
do not wish to speak for the Hopi people, only for myself. I do, however,
wish to speak to the Hopi, establishing a dialogue as
a bridge between cultures. My goal is not to obtain any restricted religious
or ceremonial information, but instead to see if my findings are verified
in Hopi cosmology and ontology. Perhaps the Orion correlation in Arizona
is just one gigantic coincidence, or, more precisely, one small coincidence
piled upon another upon another upon another, etc. Personally I do not
think so, or I would not have worked almost full time for over seven
years to elucidate this mystery. The elegant complexity of this celestial
template both intrigues and bewilders me. If nothing else, one must
admire the vision and tenacity of the Hisatsinom (Ancient Ones) who
conceived and implemented it over the course of three centuries. Time
will tell whether this mirroring of sky and earth is merely the fanciful
yearnings of a misguided Pahana or the true cultural heritage of the
Hopi.